I'm single and lonely. I'd never expected that life in Canada could be so hush. Never in my life did I feel so dejected and helpless. I miss China so much. I have a good job in Canada. My company pays me more than 60K a year plus lots of fringe benefits. But I just couldn't find a girl here in Edmonton. Life without a girl is horrible. I feel myself a big time loser. I've been here for almost two years. I don't know how much longer I can hang on here. China seems to be so far away from me. I love China, I want to cry. I don't know why I came to Canada. I'm not too old, but neither young. I had enough in Canada. Canada is a beautiful and nice country, but it's just not my playground. I'm thinking of going back to China. I'm not happy here. I want myself to be happy. This is not the life I want.... I'm not asking for any sympathy or advice. I just want to rant....